Over the past few months, I’ve been noticing that working on projects “for someone else” has started to feel heavier than solving complex technical problems.

Not because I’m tired of development itself.
More because I’m tired of not having a direction that feels truly mine.

I can work for a long time. I can do things well.
But at some point, you begin to feel that you’re not living your own line — just extending someone else’s decisions.

For now, I’m simply acknowledging this state.
No conclusions. No plans.